Drifter

Sorry, guys, no deep, moving, impacting blog this time. Just me. Talking about my life. (Which, by the way, isn't all that exciting.)

I should probably be asleep right now. It's a school night, and I'm a responsible student. Really though. I'm doing all my assignments ahead of time, and all that jazz. Biology due this Friday, assigned a MONTH ago? Check. Finished that the day after it was assigned. (Well, technically, I still have to glue the paper to the poster...I keep forgetting to bring it home; tomorrow will be the day!) French project? Check. Chapter notes for "A Walk to Remember"? Almost check. I'm half way through, and I started yesterday. You could say I'm a decent student, right? Well, honestly, I have no ambition, no WILL to do this. I just breezed through it and got it over with, so I could get on the computer. I can't sit still, and I can't concentrate, until I check my messages on the Bones forum. I think I have a problem. Only then, can I get any work done.

I just hope no essays or papers are going to be assigned any time soon. I really hate those. But I have to get used to 'em, I guess. If I'm going to be attending college, right? I want to go, and get it over with so bad. I wish I had no distractions, no obsessions with TV shows. But I can't stop myself, can't keep myself away. My mind is NEVER 100% on the work I'm doing. My mind will tend to stray away...and I have to put in an EFFORT to even concentrate. It's pathetic, and I don't know how I've stooped this low.

Ugh, it's almost time for me to seriously go to sleep. Good night.